Hey Buddies
it would be about my first love that has been waiting for almost 4 years but it gets nothing and about to be erased and burnt. I know you know who. Honestly when I write this I`mma about to cry but I try to make my self sure that he is not the right one. God has meet me to the one who admire. Actually I`mma just confuse who I love I mean I do love. Now, what I know from myself is he loves me not. It is only me who is hoping a love from a fella and a guy which is actually never come to me. I am just a foolish, silly, freaky, ugly, overconfidence girl. No one cares. I am just a girl who loves nothing. Can you imagine how sad I feel right now.
This fella is actually my first love. I have written many things about this, poem birthday sayer, and the silly thing I have done is even I love him but when he asked me te get him somebody to love, I did. I can not imagine how ridiculuos I am. How foolis I am, how stupid I am.
Hey Buddies, for this session please you just ignore about my feeling to the good guy right now, I am just telling you about my regret for my first love. Why I want to share about this actually because yesterday I met him. We had chit chat in WARKOP with another fellas, but still our friends.
No hello just a lil crush at our table and then he was busy on his cellphone. And suddenly, flrty flirty ! awhhhhhhhhhh !!!
It is just like he mocked on me and for severl times he gave hearts to me by his hand. I was wondering it is just true ? he gives heart. Think for a couple time, and I said it is impossible. I know him he loves me not. How foolish I am. I hate on me.
May he thinks I am just a bubble gum or just a game boy whenever I am not useful for him then let he throw me away and take me back whenever he needs. I hate myself.
I just need somebody to love.
Sorry but now I can handle myself for figuring out my love is.
Buddies, again It is a silly thing of mine try to love but no one loves.
I love but no one loves
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