I dreamed Jojo

Hey Buddies .

Can you imagine how will you feel when you have a snake with you everyday and everytime. You know, actually I like snake but I dont like it`s skin. HIHIHIHIHI

Couple days ago I dreamed having  pet and it was a snake, green snake exactly. At the time it was so funny. I called it Jojo. Hahaha. It was freak ha ? yeah it was.

Buddies I just remember when ma mom told me about the meaning of rdreaming snake. It means all about love specially for spouse. Spouse that exist for us if the snake bite us. But in my dream the snake was kind and cute. You I conclude that the dream means that I already get the spouse but it needs to wait untill he right time to be published. May be after I finished my S1. Amin

One name refres to the spouse is him, the good guy. He Buddies I love him J

Jojo I`ll keep you in my heart :* 

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Fuckin` fella`s flirty !

Hey Buddies

it would be about my first love that has been waiting for almost 4 years but it gets nothing and about to be erased and burnt. I know you know who. Honestly when I write this I`mma about to cry but I try to make my self sure that he is not the right one. God has meet me to the one who admire. Actually I`mma just confuse who I love I mean I do love. Now, what I know from myself is he loves me not. It is only me who is hoping a love from a fella and a guy which is actually never come to me. I am just a foolish, silly, freaky, ugly, overconfidence girl. No one cares. I am just a girl who loves nothing. Can you imagine how sad I feel right now.

This fella is actually my first love. I have written many things about this, poem birthday sayer, and the silly thing I have done is even I love him but when he asked me te get him somebody to love, I did. I can not imagine how ridiculuos I am. How foolis I am, how stupid I am.

Hey Buddies, for this session please you just ignore about my feeling to the good guy right now, I am just telling you about my regret for my first love. Why I want to share about this actually because yesterday I met him. We had chit chat in WARKOP with another fellas, but still our friends.

No hello just a lil crush at our table and then he was busy on his cellphone. And suddenly, flrty flirty ! awhhhhhhhhhh !!!

It is just like he mocked on me and for severl times he gave hearts to me by his hand. I was wondering it is just true ? he gives heart.  Think for a couple time, and I said it is impossible. I know him he loves me not. How foolish I am. I hate on me.

May he thinks I am just a bubble gum or just a game boy whenever I am not useful for him then let he throw me away and take me back whenever he needs. I hate myself.

I just need somebody to love.

Sorry but now I can handle myself for figuring out my love is.

Buddies, again It is a silly thing of mine try to love but no one loves.

I love but no one loves

Being Ignorance

Hey Buddies !

I am angry ! I do angry

But it`s all inside my heart and I cant show it to anybody. I hate the way he deal with me. I try to keep in touch I meant just say hello but he ignores me. Is this because I love him ? why, as I know I am free to love anybody no one can stop me. I also know that anyone is free to respone that love but is ignorance commonly include of the whole respone. Honestly if he said that he doesnt love me it will be fine instead of ignoring me.

Well, my life is about to be mess up and he makes mess it up. SILLY

May I ask him, how big my fault is ? ANSWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!

Tell me how to apology that big silly fault.

Another question is is are they  the same between “menjaga hijab dan memutus silaturrahmi ” ?

Based on what I feel now, the answer is

Being ignorance is suck

my Nickname (given by him) is used by other

Hey Buddies,

Two days ago I got a message.

This is how it said

“ ini ikan bukan “

I was really shocked and happy, why ? because the one who calls me ikan is him. Then I replied and made sure that the sender is him by asking who is this? Because the number used is not the old one. I smiled on my heart. I was nervous. I thought if it was him so that was the first time he text me after he knows th truth. A couple minute later I got a new message, I red and I knew who is the sender. Lil bit dissappointed because the sender is Umriza Makrufan Nasution not him. I was SO SAD. I just hope that he text me again consider that he never worry about my feeling f it is truly waiting for the right time. So the conclusion for today is still waiting for him contact me again.

I do like my nickname 

Si bayi berumur 66 Tahun "Indonesia"

Merdeka !

tapi aku belum Merdeka

Merdeka !

Hanya sebatas kta

Merdeka !

Hanya dipandang hukum

Merdeka !

Ku tak tahu milik siapa

Merdeka !

Merdeka !

Merdeka !

17 Agustus 1945 jadi saksi sejarah rakyat Indonesia sampai keseluruh pelosoknya mengikrarkan

Sang saka merah putih kebanggannya dikibarkan

Soekarna – Hatta jadi pemimpinnya

Tapi itu tahun 1945, dan sekarang tahun 2011

66 tahun sudah,

si bayi mungil Indonesia mengemban kata Merdeka

Namun 66 tahun bukanlah umur seorang bayi ?

Ya ! benar

Fakta berkata demikian

Lantas mengapa ?

Di umurnya yang ke 66 tahun

si bayi mungil Indonesia belum mampu berjalan

Pemerintahan yang masih lumpuh

Di umurnya yang ke 66 tahun

si bayi mungil Indonesia belum mampu bicara

Bicara kejujuran sangat sulit baginya

Di umurnya yang ke 66 tahun

si bayi mungil Indonesia belum mampu berpikir

perang pemikiran disana sini

Di umurnya yang ke 66 tahun

si bayi mungil Indonesia belum mampu menjaga barang miliknya

maling kebudayaan di sana sini

Di umurnya yang ke 66 tahun

si bayi mungil Indonesia belum mampu memakai bajunya

malu menggunakan produk dalam negeri

Di umurnya yang ke 66 tahun

si bayi mungil Indonesia belum mampu makan sendiri

impor bahan pangan

Di umurnya yang ke 66 tahun

si bayi mungil Indonesia belum mampu ....

Ah sudahlah !

Tapi tetap si bayi mungil Indonesia adalah kebanggaanku

Aku berjanji kata Merdeka itu dapat ku katakan secara merdeka

Merdeka !

Merdeka !

Merdeka !

Strangers turn to Family

Hey Buddies,

I wanna tell you about my new family

Here they are !

I`ve just known them for ten months. We stay in one campus that make me meet each other. In the middle of 2010, september we didnt knw each other. Get along the time we become close and closer as friend, even as family. Ten months is not a short time passed through with them all. They tell how hard is Jakarta even they are from outside Jakarta for the most. They teach me how deal with people. They teach me how to solve the matters. Sometimes, fighting is can be avoid but it1s just for a few minutes cause it will make us one.

I just feel very lucky when I know you all guys. SSE, we study at. Most of the time I have in this year spent with you guys.

Really happy.

But I am afraid if one day you leave as same as my previous experience. It` so bad and I hope it will never happen again.

Happy, sad, difficult, we pass together.

I just thanks for the surprise you gave for me in my 18th birthday even we jast make friend for one month but you are so kind to me.

This the real you all guys ? still I can imagine how lucky am I to know you. I dont need to mention you one by one to thank you guys, but I really wanna thanks for your kindness and I hope it will be untill we graduated and after we graduated we still be friend and family.

Woro Retno Kris Sejati

Dyah Ayu Setyani

Jenny Farida Sitorus

Upit Sofyani

Grace Meilani Ristiana Limbong

Dwi Martan

Andik Hidayat

Rindy Agustiansyah

Dian Ayu Utami

Angga Putera Prasetyo

Kristianto Saputro

Jefri Saputra

Mukhlisin

Friend, will let me pass my path by myself