Kick Ass E-pretty awesome-nough

Hey Buddies,

I`mma just watched the film “ KICK ASS ” I was wondering what the film will be. Now I say it is PRETTY AWESOME. You know, this film is the most download, I meant one of the ten film. So that`s why I watched it.

From the beginning until the end, it provides us couple surprises. Though I could read the plot sometimes but It still kinda good. The most impoertant thing for me is this film has lack of sex act. You know I was really worry whenever wathed such as Hollywood it will take so much sex acts. I dont really like those stuff.

You know Buddies, being super hero is kinda impossible at first but when it`s done it`s kinda cool. I swear it`s hard first because people will mock on us. May be we just like a comicholic, hero prefered.

But, it`s better to try first so will know what it will be being a super hero, at least for ourselves.

From this movie I just learn that

Being a hero is cool with the power,

if it is not t is just ass-kicked

(people kick your ass J)

Gangsta is called SCAVENGER

Hey Buddies,

This noon I`mma gonna tell you about my friends that belong to SCAVENGER. It sounds wierd, doesnt it ? I got that name when I was in second semester Senior High School. Tina, Aroem, Sesy, Anggiy, me, Devi and Cicie praise to be bestfriend under name Scavenger. You know they are different from each other. I was happy with them all.

They known me well and suppoerted me. Our routin agenda as members of Scavenger or ed. As Scav was filling a Diary. That`s the uniqe things I ve done . I just thought that why we had to write beside talk to each other ? whether it is happines or sadness. AHAHAHAHAHA

They are Scavenger.

You know, buddies ?

We became the trend setter like a gangsta at that time. Friends of our even is jealous to see our gang. We have “rival” as gang. It was Zoo Gang :D

It so childish at first but it was pretty fun at last.

I missed the time with them. The thing is even I have a gang, didnt mean that I ignore another friends.

In the third semester we were separated away by the class. Oia one of us went to Pontianak. Really, it`s so bad. Since that we rarely gather. But still we are friends.

All the time with them wasny always smooth, sometimes fight  was common. HAHAHA

It`s called ABABIL

But, here is the most important thing I wanna tell, it is about Anggi.

She is regarded as my sister. I do love her. She is who I love the most. But I dunno if she feels the same. I admit that I did a mistake to her, but I try to apologizing. Again and again.

For sure, I really want her back to me again and carve a story as collegues as same as we did when we were students.

Buddies, do you have any idea to make her fully apologizes me ?

Really, I dont want to have someone hate me. REALLY

I know she is good person with goos personality.

One of my friend said that she will never make me as her close friend, just like “she knows me and I know her”. It is pretty sad.

We are free to make friends with but, the previous ones, I will never forget ! Friends still be Friends and never turn to Enemy

I`mma extraordinary girl with ordinary skill

Hey Buddies,

Many people called them self as an ordinary person with extraordinary skill, I am not in !

why ? because it`s sound silly when they have an extraordinary skill but they still be an ordinary person. USELESS , dontcha?

As a human, we tend to be the best person. If it is so, meaning that everyone is attemp to best of the best. The statement to be an ordianry even have extraordinary skill still not match on my way of thinking.

Somehow, they wanna show their humblesness as a human, but again I am not.

I am Ika Siti Utami, as a girl tend to be different when some tend be like him, her, them. Being different means being special, though sometimes being special is sucks (glee, 2011).

God gives us fully energy to create everything worthy for you and I and for us. So, created as good as and as much as you can and you`ll be extraordinary person. Not an ordinary ones.

Oh yeah, we can talk about this topic from economy side. “little modal produce big product” I do agree with that, it can not be avoided that we are economic human. If it is so, there is no reason for you, Buddies to ignore what I`mma thinking right now.

With

 an ordinary skill

become

an extraordinary girl

 Again, this is the way of my thinking, if you dont, show me your colour.

poem of anak GALAU

Tak tau mau memulai dari mana.

Awal perjumpaan tak mengukir kenangan.

Tak ada kesan.

Tak ada niat sedikitpun tuk kenal lebih dekat.

Tuk sekadar menatap mu pun aku enggan.

Sungguh, semuanya biasa saja.

Tanpa duga, pertemuan yang tak pernah direncanakan terjadi.

Kagum...

Itu yang terbersit.

Penasaran...

Itu yang terasa.

Ingin seperti mu...

Itu yang terucap.

Aku pun menaruh simpati.

Bertukar pikiran itu yang terjadi.

Seiring waktu berjalan aku pun jatuh hati.

Dia miliki segalanya untuk bekal dunia dan akhirat.

Ingin ku menjadi pendampingnya.

Tapi apakah mungkin.

Tak banyak berharap, dan ingin melepas semua keinginan bodoh itu di lepas pantai, sampai akhirnya pasir pun berbisik.

Nyiur pun melambai.

Seolah meyakinkan ku akan persamaan rasa yang aku dan dia miliki.

Tapi bagaimana mungkin dapat dipercaya.

Tingkah tak sesuai yang diharapkan.

Kebimbangan...

Iya..

Tidak..

Iya..

Tidak..

Ingin ku dapatkan kemantapan hati atas perasaan ini.

Ku bertanya pada Ilahi.

Pasir dan nyiur, lagi-lagi jawabannya.

Dan kini membisikkan alasan yang sangat logika.

HIJJAB

hmmm..

Subhanallah...

Betapa hampir sempurnanya dia.

Bukan hanya ketampanan wajah, tapi juga akhlak.

Tapi ku tetap tak tau mau berbuat apa.

Pasrahkan saja semua.

Yakinkan hati bahwa semua sudah terukir rapi di catatan rahasia-NYA.

"they IS my BEBECKS"

Hey Buddies,

Here it is ! today I`mma gonna shared about my ...

Ehmmm ehmmm

If you think hate will be love and love will be hate, it`s true for me.

These all about my hatred to some people, but now they are become the most loveable for me after my familiy.

July, 2007  that`s the first time I saw an ordinary girl (outside looked). She stared at me and so did I. I dunno what was happening at the time. One week after that she came to me at the first time we were in SMA 3 Medan as freshmen. She asked my help out to bring her stuff. No doubt I did. But my  friend at the time said that “ you know her ?” I said NO. “why she just pretend to be your friend?”. I said I DUNNO !. After that, at school she said hello to me intensively, but we were sepaated by the class. Well, someday friend of mind who was her classmate told me that she was a spoiled girl with lil bit conceited in style of speaking. I was influenced by her. Since then I didnt want to be her friend anymore. SO SILLY :D (her name was Nanda, and now still, Nanda)

Also, at that time I was very very very hate a girl who she classed with. Her name is SM. I hate her because she yelled at my classmate who randomly mix liquid in laboratory when we had a practicum together. Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!! who are you do you think ha? Just because of you are in the best class, so you think that we are more stupid than you ? HATE YOU ! DAMN (SM stand for Sugih Mahera)

July, 2008 I dunno if it was a fate or not but I classed with them who I hate. Why ? but  dont care at first because I have many friends also there. Being in one class, time by the time I should communicate with the two person I hate.

Well, it`s tasted good at first until NOW NOW NOW J

Then the HATRED be the LOVE

Well they are Nanda Safira and Sugih Mahera. We were close and we are so close.

Oia ! it might be I missed someone.

Here it is, Atika Primandina Putri. She is different from the two before. I nver hate her because were friend since PKR.

You remember when we were in the classroom at that night PKR, we ate pisang goreng and and played card. Actually it`s forbidden to be done.

 She was cute and she is more cute today. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I love her the way she is.

Now, the three of them is my sister. Hey, hey it is grammatically error to call three person using singular ! nope !

It is grammatically error but correcly context. Because for me they are united and can not be separated because if it is so it will make it lack of taste J

The siily stuff we`ve done, we labeled ourselves as BEBECKS.

That`s our. We just wanna carve a characteristic that whenever people said bebecks, IT IS US J

If you wanna know more about BEBECKS, Buddies.. you can contact us directly

ATIKA PRIMANDINA PUTRI at UNPAD

IKA SITI UTAMI at Sampoerna School of Eudcation

NANDA SAFIRA at USU

SUGIH MAHERA at IPB

@pizza Hut MW : Ika, Nanda, Atika, Sugih

FYI !!!

Even we are separated away,but we are truly separated away, ahahahaha

No no no no no

WE ARE UNITED CANT BE SEPARETED FROM EACH OTHER

May I sing a song for you my bebecks,

Ehm emhm ehemem

Listen !

Mocca - The Best Thing

I’ve got the best thing in the world
Coz’ I got you in my heart
And this screw little world
Let’s hold hand together
We can share forever
Maybe someday the sky will be coloured with our love

I wake up in the morning
Feeling emptyness in my heart
This pain is just too real
I dream about you, with someone else
Please say that you love me
That we’ll never be apart

You have to promise
That you will be faithfull
And there will be lots and lots of love
It is the thing that really matters in this world…

No more to say and no more to write, because you`ve known Bebecks :*

See, I proof that

HATE first, LOVE last, and LOVE first LOVE last = everlasting 

He is the reason why all the doors are closed

n I made a poem abot my feeling then I shared on FB but no one understand who it is for.

WhenHey Buddies,

Today I`mma gonna share about  the guy who I admire.

Actually at the first time I saw him in my bro_friend`s house I just ignored him. I didnt pay attention so much to him and the friends other who are m bro_friend`s friend. Ehmm, but we had a little conversation just a lil bit about english translator. Really, it`d nothing special.

When I got home I checked my FB as usual, but then I found his account. I dunno what I was thinking, I added him as m friend. Well soon he confirmed. Eventually we “comment – comment “ had a online conversation. It`s good at first. HAHAHA

But still, no feeling. Just so so.

Oia, at that time I was busy on my preparing for Entrance test for STAN. I had so many stuff about STAN including the brochure of STAN.

Well, I was shicked when I saw his name in that brochure which tells about the people who passed the entrance test of STAN on 2008.

As I know that he is in IPDN but he passed STAN. How smart he is.

Then, few days after we have a gather breal fast in Palladium with the others. We talk so much about schools and any else.

Oia, then since at the time I begin admiring him so much. I told him that he is Vidi Aldiano like. HAHAHAHA, and you know what, Buddies? He said yes. Cause many of his friend said so. He asked what thing make them alike. I said his eyebrow.

We laughed together.

After that day, he often liked my status on FB and so did I. Just because I agreedbout he said and may be he did so.

We discussed about school, education online.

Till I felt so bored preparing my next school after Senior High School, he gave me advice. I was so happy.

Also I asked his opinion to make essay for entering SSE. He told me about everything.  What a great friend, he is. Alhamdulillah I passed the test and I thanked him. Though he had lil bit angry cause I didnt tell him about my going to Palembang  to have the test. I didnt care :D HAHAHAHAHA

I texted him and he replied “ I`m sure from the first , impossible if Ika cannot pass the test. Congratulation ya J “(in bahasa). I just thought that how come he can be so sure like that.

Well, from that time I`mma just feel that he is a good guy.

Ramadhan 2010, as I knew he was in IPDN Makassar , friend of him call me. He talked so much about  what he does in IPDN, how he acts include his feeling.

Wait ! Feeling ??? means ?

His love, he said. I was woder who she is ? she said me. Impossible. How can it be. I`mma just nothing compare to him. He said that he doesnt want to show his love up. Just make it slow.

Is that true ?

The he got Medan he texted me, and I was so happy.

We meet again directly not through FB or message. We attended a program about memorizing holy Quran held by USU. He invited me. I was interest  that program. Of course I was so happy at that day.

Oia, he calls me “Ikan”  whenever text me. HAHAHAHA doesnt make sense, dontcha ?

I swear I was so Happy. Then we planned to have a gather break fast but my bro_friend didnt want. You know buddies, if I want to go with him means I have to go with my bro_friend because they friend and we just thought that it`s impossible if only both of us (he and I) have gather break fast.

Finally, we had no gather break fast. So sad !

Well, after Ramadhan we have to go to the town we will study, I go to Jakarta and He go to Makassar. We have the same flight, and da but different time flight. It is only 30 minutes after his flight . We planned to meet in Soekarno Hatta airport.

Also at the day he asked whether I`ve known where I`ve to go in Jakarta, I meant my boarding house and my campus. I said I dont know yet. He was shocked. HAHAHAHAHA

Just be calm, I ca handle it.

Well, I`d just arrive in Jakarta and wanna meet him, but unlucky he has gone to makassar.

Alright then, never mind.

We have no talk chat or conversation untill the end of 2010 when I was in Yogyakarta, and he was in Medan. He texted me. But at that time I used my friend`s cellphone so I have no contact. Then I got a message, I thought it`s from my senior in Senior High School (female), asked me where I am. Then I said “I`m in Jogja, Darling”(in Bahasa). Well, no reply till I changed my phone into mine and I`ve just known that the message come from him. How Ashamed was I at that time.  Soon, I retexted him, and explained everything. Really fool !

You know, how can I admire him so much and then fall in love with him, because he is good muslim. I`mma just realized that he is the real ikhwan. Well how lucky am I to know him. I learn so much from him and try to be better as a muslimah.

Well, in the morning when I had a Semester Final exam, he texted me and asked when I graduate. I`s shocked and so happy and be spiritful for the exam. HAHAHAHA

I dunno how I feel, but I think I love him even we meet very very rarely, once a year.

But, the think that me so ashamed right now is because my bro_friend told him my feeling about him. I couldnt imagine what happened at the time. My bro_friend said that he said my feelin aint the right time so I must find the right one and let the time decide J

PASRAH

That`s the word and try to apology for the silly feeling, then no answer. Untill now.

I just pray to God, if it is me, we`ll gather.

Amin

LOVE WILL FIND THE RIGHT MOMENT TO BE ADMITTED 

My 18.5 th birthday celebration (get the hell the day happy)

Hey Buddies,

At 3 pm

my bebeck a.k.a Atika Primandina Putri texted me to get carefour as soon as possible cause we`ll meet at 4.30 sharp. A lil bit confuse, I just thought that it only takes 15 minutes to Carefour from my house. But I dont care. I just said that I`ll come at 4.30 as I`ve said before. 

well, it is 5 to 15 minutes but no one of my bebecks in there. Late as usual. I dont care and get the hell to the place soon as we decided before. I just felt confuse when I had to find the place "Mr. Baso" we planned to have a gather break fast there, but it`s kinda hard to find. Go around and try to find. Up and Down and Up and Down again, it is almost three times, felt like I was pretty thirsty. 

I texted Atika and asked where was she, she said she was on the way. " what the hell ? " she asked me to get here soon, but actually she was still on the way ? Oo ma Gosh ! 

Like I`s frustrated finding the place, I decided to go to es teller 77, so we changed the place.

15 minutes waiting for the two of my bebecks. then Atika said that Nanda wont come without no logic reason. " What the H ?" how come ? it is kinda bad day. I dunno how I felt. Angry ? Annoyed ? No No No, I was fasting no reason for them. Well if it so, let Atika and I have the break fast. 

no longer after that Atika came and meet me. I aint show my anger, smile and smile. May be this the good things God gives to me, always smile no matter what. 

Next, then Atika asked me to meet Nanda in the first floor. kinda weird ? isn`t it ?

what a fool was I, I went to the first floor to meet Nanda. then , Atika called me to ga back to  es teller 77 cause Nanda was there. WTF ! dont cha think that I am like a ball ? up and down and up and down !. Be patient. 

well, I arrived and ...

I saw Nanda and Atika shouting

one..

two..

three..

Happy Birthday Ika ! 

I`s silent and asked "what date is today ?" . Thursday, August 11th, and My Birthday is November, 19th. 

heeeeeeeeeemmmmmmm,

Well, I just thought that this`s the way you show your love to me :* 

Thankiessss for Bebecks Atika and Nanda. 

Congratulation for you Gals make me goin Crazy today.

That`s my story about the Kinda weird of Bebecks today, I Love You.

but, at last they gave me a birthday present, a book and rope (actually I dunno what is it for :D) ! 

wow, dont they know I dont like reading ? 

hmmm, I`mma just think, may be this`s the time I should read a lot because I`mma gonna be a teacher like they wishes for me. Thanks for everything

You ain`t my best friends, 

thus my Bebecks

&

thanks for colouring me mine